dirty

by Tatiana Butts

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a collection of songs written this summer and earlier this year

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released October 6, 2016

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Track Name: all the pictures are on my wall
i think of you every god damn hour
please don't leave please don't leave please don't go
please stay here please don't leave me alone

you left me stranded a week before
i was going to see you and
my mom didn't know why i wouldn't
talk about you anymore
you didn't show up at my birthday party
came up with some dumb excuse
you kept on talking shit about me
because you had nothing to lose

now i don't know if i'm okay
since i think of you every day
i still have the bracelet from last fall
and all the pictures are on my wall
i wonder if im really okay
about the fact that you didn't stay

your girlfriend won't stop stalking me
i bet she doesn't know what you hide
like the time you got caught smoking weed
or when you said you wanted to die

i try to avoid saying your name
i don't want to look at your face

i don't know when it started
and i don't know when it'll end
you left me broken hearted
but you said we'd still be friends
Track Name: dirty
i like the dirty, the messy
all the things you won't touch
i'm all the dirty , the messy
all the things you hate so much
i'm the scabs which you pick
the scars on yours skin
i'll make you feel sick
but i know you'll give in
greasy hair
blood-stained underwear
creaky old doors
splintered wooden floors
chipped, broken fingernails
white skin, so pale
pierced nose
ripped clothes
split ends
fake friends
scarred wrists
chapped lips
scraped knees
dirty feet
i like the dirty, the messy
all the things you won't touch
im all the dirty, the messy
i know you hate me so much.
Track Name: some guy
why should i like you?
you're just a guy.
why should i trust you?
you made me cry.

i've been so lonely
since we've split
you won't call me
but i'm used to it.

my love for you has disappeared
ever since you acted queer
my love for you has disappeared
ever since you left me here

why should i like you?
you're just a guy.
why should i trust you?
i don't know why.
Track Name: we said nothing at all
tv channels & radio stations
solar panels & hallucinations
we talked and talked and talked and talked and talked
but we said nothing at all
you talked and talked and talked and talked and talked
but i stared right through the wall

thrift stores & crowded spaces
bedroom floors & my suitcases
we talked and talked and talked and talked and talked
but we said nothing at all
you talked and talked and talked and talked and talked
but i stared right through the wall

you miss me i know it
you do you do you do you do
you miss me but you won't show it
you do you do you do you do
Track Name: sonic youth & the frights
i want to fall asleep in your arms
i want you to keep me warm
i want to listen to slow dive with you
i want to smoke a joint maybe two

i cant stop, can’t stop thinking about you
i cant stop, can’t stop thinking about you

i want to play around with your hair
i want to kiss you everywhere
i can't wait to speak on the phone
i can’t wait till i’m home alone
we could play all our favourite bands
we could dance and we could hold hands

i cant stop, can’t stop thinking about you
i cant stop, can’t stop thinking about you

my baby’s black and my baby’s white
my baby likes sonic youth and the frights
i cant stop, can’t stop thinking about you
i cant stop, can’t stop thinking about you
Track Name: baby
baby, i love my baby
baby, my baby's crazy
baby, don't touch my baby
baby, you drive me crazy

you drive me crazy
you drive me mad
you make me lazy
you make me sad
Track Name: time's not even real
its been a year since you were here
its been nine months since your birthday
i always want you to be near
i always want you to stay

my mom is sleeping in her room
these past months flew by so soon
im listening but there's no sound
i get so sad when you're not around

it's been four months since i was there
it's been eight months since i saw you
i cut my bangs and i cut my hair
but i don't know what to do

the universe says we're not meant to be
which is so strange because we were happy
when my mom asks what happened
i tell her that we're just friends

it's been nine years since i was okay
and nine minutes since yesterday
i don't know what time can heal
because time's not even real.